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Countdown to 2008 was pathetic. The first minute of 2008, I announced " 我终于算完帐了！"
Didn't feel like a new year at all.
But still, happy new year...
"Why does everything falls on a Thursday?
Why does everything falls on a Thursday?
Oh why why why does every......thing falls on a Thursday?
Dum dee di dee Dum..."
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11:45 PM <3
真搞不懂，为何在接受一个称赞之后，总会要忍受多一个批评。一定要有个平衡点吗？
告诉自己，要虚心听取别人的批评与意见，自己总有不足的地方，进步的空间。也庆幸自己身旁的人总乐意做我的跳板，让我踩在他们身上，跳跃，跳得更高，更远……
其实打击不大，但看到批评，一定会有莫名的失落感。但Down之后也只有Up，只有把自己弄得更好的余地。不是吗？
XOXO
虚心向上的黄伟曼
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11:30 PM <3
gasp, it's the end of the year Labels: philosophy
"Jeppe falls asleep in a ditch...and wakes up in the Baron's bed. So he thinks he only dreamed that he was a poor farmhand. Then when he falls asleep again they carry him back to the ditch, and he wakes up again. This time he thinks he only dreamed he was lying in the Baron's bed." ---Ludvig Holberg's Jeppe on the Mount
"Once I dreamed I was a butterfly, and now I no longer know whether I am Chuang-tzu, who dreamed I was a butterfly, or whether I am a butterfly dreaming that I am Chuang-tzu."---Chuang Tzu
Is reality all but a dream, and tomorrow I would wake up a dream dreaming reality?
P.S: Are you an idealist or a materialist?
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10:36 PM <3
Feels great to be back home, though I always hate to see my Dad, because it usually means more WORK!!! Labels: christmas
Haha.
But I kinda slacked the day off, wakin up at 1pm, and watchin the Star Awards rerun. When i have tonnes of work waiting...
But it's ok. Take it as a reward for Christmas.
Saw the Christmas article in Life! Straits Times, so identical to mine in OMY. Hoho, I have 先见之明. Or maybe they copy me. Baaaa...
:) Love spendin Christmas...especially.....
Though i didn't get many presents for my friends, but they won't blame me eh....I assume.
Christmas is love.
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3:07 AM <3
Hey everyone,
do support the PAPA site...hoho...
there's a link at the blog sections...:)
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5:25 AM <3
Felt so "in-the-dumps" when i came back from papa meeting tonight. Then, I reached my doorstep, rummaged through my messy bag for the keys, looked up and saw a mistletoe hanging on the door. Must be Ms Roomie, Seow Si Min. I guess the act didn't mean anything, but I felt so much better after I saw it. It suddenly feels like Christmas.
I guess, it's because of the huge contrast. I was walking along orchard road before the papa meeting, and I saw the glimmering lights, the beautiful displays, and all I could think of was what to report for my omy article. It's so pathetic that I couldn't feel the Christmas deep down in my heart, because I usually do. (And they don't believe Santa Claus exists, hahahaha)
On my return trip on bus 199, I cried a little. It feels a bit like the bouts of depression I had during those campcraft training days. When I leaned on Yuan's shoulders and cried, when I started alternately laughing and crying. It was the same feeling. Coz I looked through the pub schedule and all my schedules for december and january, and discovered that everything wasn't in place, at least not where I want it to be. Unless I can split myself into two. It wasn't even the case that I was busy all the time, it was the problem that I can't be two place at the same time that's causing the headaches. When I went to Junfeng's room just now, I told him a little about how I couldn't fit boggle trainings into my schedule, and he told me to not go for some of the matches so I could train. I reached my room, thought for a while "Hey, that's a reasonable idea." But then, I thought, if I had the time off from the matches, my first priority would be to upload photos, do my omy report, write articles, and do papa planning. Shucks. So screwed.
And, I seriously need training somemore. Because honestly, I kindof suck at the game.
I want PAPA to be a huge smashing success. I want to do my pub stuff well. I want to devote time to reporting and writing. I want to write Chinese articles. I want to have the time to sit and stone a bit. I want to go home and just sit with the family.
And it sucks even more that when I reach home, I see piles of accounts for my Dad on the box. Then, when he comes back, he asks me to do stuff. And, I'm like, ok ok loh. Though i get paid. But....poo...
This year's letter to Santa Claus would be a sad one. blah. and I have no time to buy stamps somemore. Puff.
I wonder why on msn they don't have the "very busy" status, or "extremely busy" or "I need more time!"
Baaaa....it really feels great to write everything down. Now it's time to work. Jiayou Ah Moon! I rock big time. Next time, I'm going to be a really good journalist, work long hours and not fret. Because I've had all the training in the world. And Christmas is coming. At least there's a mistletoe on the door. Not so miserable after all. And it feels great to see Jiamin and Simin. At least I feel great when I see them.
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7:56 AM <3
It obviously hasn't been a good day.
Me and weitingxiaomei attempted to get our haircut at Hair Profile only to find the shutters down on us.
The the cinenow card won't work.
Now the cough has evolved into an asthmatic one.
The inhaler doesn't work magic, the effect lasted only for a while
Then the work is piling....
:(
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5:17 AM <3
Feel so wasted now. I have been in bed for too long. Gosh. Keep drifting in and out of sleep. Though i hate the feeling I always get after having medicine, can't deny that this time round, i need the doctor. Told Hongwei and Junfeng won't be going for the meeting. Labels: kbox
Can't understand how to do the cpf e-submission for my dad. Guess i have to check with him when he comes home tonight.
Was planning to get a haircut, but im not in the mood to do so. Was planning to go shopping at Vivo tomorrow, but i've landed myself in this state.
MAKE ME WELL SOON!!
Anyway, the reason I'm sick could be, 8 hours non-stop kbox haha:
Before the kbox session, me and Simin went to watch Doraemon, which was really good. There was a cool rustic and vintage feel to the movie. I was telling Si Min that the movie should be in Jap but she replied that because we had always watched Doraemon in Chinese, it has a personal feel to it. Somehow, I agreed since it really brought me back to the days when I watch episodes after episodes of Doraemon on the tv screen in CHinese. It kinda feel more intimate this way.
We went to the esplanade library too to browse through some old Chinese movies and books..and on our way we passed this installation done up by little kids. Couldn't resist cam-whoring:
SSM the comp geek
Moon the brilliant painter
I laughed like mad over this, imagine this, ssm's shirt clashes with that of the mannequin
baby ssm and baby moon. SOO cute...
SSM the mad scientist
Ms moon attempting to climb....stairs
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Gosh, lookin at all these photos, i was still so healthy then. Now, i'm like some bedridden faggot. Shucks.
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1:31 AM <3